become what inspires you.

I think I finally found it. That high everyone talks about. The endorphin rush you get after a workout. Incredible.

Today, was an awesome day.

Woke up...went to church (awesome service BTW), lunch with some of my favorite people i ate just a little too much.  As we left the restaurant, I looked over at steven (thats my hubby ;D) and said...wanna take the dog on a walk when we get home? That will be a nice little workout.

Little did I know this could possibly be life changing. This could possibly be it...the day I really find it...the day I truly see that I have it in me. 

When we got home, I went straight for my workout clothes. Put the dog on her leash and I was out the door. I just keep walking...faster,faster,faster...until I couldn't believe I was doing it. I was working out and even though I knew it would be east to stop...i didn't. I kept going and going and going. 

When I finally got home I was so incredibly proud of myself...I didn't feel horrible...I felt...AWESOME! I have never felt like that after a workout... I just wanted to keep going! I'm already looking forward to waking up tomorrow and finding out how much further I can push myself. 

LETS DO THIS...its all or nothin this time...

I will do this...for me...this is for me...

and i will show all the doubters, just how wrong they are about me.